entry 3: health
my health is still fucking terrible but atleast i have an idea whats wrong. pretty sure its my gallbladder fucking with me and as of writing this i need to schedgule an appointment to get a HIDA scan so they can check it out. hopefully thats the issue and then they can rip this fucking organ out of me so i can live properly without being bedridden. i still have other health shit, ive got a heart monitor coming in the mail and ill have that on for a week since i probably have pots. i did a poor mans table test and my resting rate was at a 74bpm, stood up for 5 minuted and it went up to 121bpm and another 5 minutes had me at 125bpm. not much of an issue besides it freaking out the people i live with because of how red and purple my feet get, scared the poor guy i live with really bad but i didnt realize it was much of an issue besides getting really faint sometimes.
im fine for the modt part and atleast im getting answers on what the fuck is wrong with me. i have a cane now too because my hips and knees are pretty shit and yknow the whole pots thing too. progress is being made and i cant wait to get cut open, im putting tbat fuckass irgan in a jar and shaking it like a fucking snoeglobe any time i get pissed off. ive been fucked for a year and a half now so im gonna make the most of it and turn this stupid thing into my new stress toy.