entry 5: health cont.
forgot to update it but ive got surgery in 2 weeks and my wife is coming to visit me for the week, i cant wait for this 2 year nightmare to be over with and i can try and finally start to live. the world is burning and its going all going to fucking hell but nothing can veat the genuine rage and hartred i feel by being held down for this fucking long and be beaten around by life and its people.
ive got some big plans ahead and im gonna hope that things will stableize, and if it does life is gonna become the greatest its ever been. and im hoping thats the alcase but at the very least i wont be lethargic and bedridden anymore. i cant wait to eat again.